RELINK!

www.yuzukiisageek.blogspot.com

Will link all sweeties soon<3

changed to yuzuki as kichi dint have a meaning=.=..
So from now yuzuki is me :D wont be changing it again !

Kichi is TIRED..
went to tamp to meet sis at around 5.30
Caught the 6.45 astroboy @ gv.
Super niceeeee! ate salty popcorn too<3
Then headed to century square and watch the 9.15 2012..
not bad though i kept yawning,,
Ended around 11+ and headed to the posb as sis's friend needed to xfer $$..
While waiting saw guanli, only dunno whether is him anot :O
walked halfway and decided to take bus 21..
& ... goodnights

あああああ！体が痛い！歩いてもできない！足は動けない！
大変です！！！

何か悲しいね。。
私の気持ち、誰もわからない。
愛は本当に信じられない。。。


Shirleyチャン、元気でね！笑って！
だいせつの友達だから。

あのね、バイトは来週から始まるよ。

じゃ、バイバイ。


P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH KARKHENG !!
-know you for bout 4 years ler, and can say you changed ALOT! grow tall tall , taller
than me kay?! Thanks for the laughter and everything up til now, cheering me up when
i'm sad and being a great friend as well as gan di<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHANG MIN !!
-HOYYO minmin<3 been long since we last went out together, but those sec 1 days are
missed dearly! i love you meimei<3 hoho giants<3
-

今日は学校終わり、すぐバス停おsammyに待ってて。
Yishunでバスに行きました。
でもね。。。training　じゃなくて、 seｃond interview　だよ。
だから、私はすごっく怒った。
六時に終わり、タクシイで帰る。
運賃は＄２２．９５　です。
今破産した。。。残念でした。。。

Its not perfect japanese..
But i'll be posting it in japanese whenever i feel like.. If you can't read.. too bad :O
anyways...

Today, after school, bussed to Yishun with sammy.
They told us was training but ended up as second interview.
Was very angry.. as we had to memorise things about the shoe within 15 min.
I look at the guy's face, i totally stun there, mind go blank.
Total failure, guess i won't get the job..
If i don't get the job, it means i would have wasted aaround $20 on cab fare.
As well as my precious amount of time.
Rained heavily.. Me and sammy didn't have an umbrella so had to walk in the rain..
Since she couldn't run, held her hand and walk fast fast..
Those people at the kopitiam are wierd, couldn't bother with the.. "SO SWEET"
Got a cab and cabbed back home. total bill was $22.95. Which drained my money away=.=..
Slotting flyers this saturday so i presume i'll earn about $50 =O.. At least i can bank in to get back my $500 savings =.=..
Today sucks. byebye.

頭が痛いです。
今日はすごっく楽しい！
物理学の時間速く終わりだ。楽しみだから。
家に帰る、そして休んでします。

私はバイトお探します！

In memory of Bambam -
Always there for me, be it crying laughing or studying..
Never fail to give me warmth or be a huggable bolster at night when its cold.
Passed away due to old age but will never be forgotten..
<3

let's just say i'm not in a good mood cause the results were crap..

Stupid smelly pants kor as daoster as always.

Chatted with JM throughout the way home. Ty LJM for cheering me up otherwise i think i would be crying my entire trip.

Stupid HJ talking crap and making me laugh =X but i enjoy it. HAHAHAHAS.

Thx shirley for worrying about me, love you lots. like sun moon.. something something de. can't rmb...HMMM... NVM I"'LL TELL YOU WHEN I RMB IT! :D

should i buy maple ppc ? =O

Badtz Maru<3

Keroppi! <3


Aren't they like cute cute CUTEEEEE!??!?!?!

Exam papers are murderous..
I predict i'm gonna fail badly!

Refrained from maple
Refrained from talking
Shutting myself out again
The barrier will be thicker
The wall will be stronger
I'm sorry people
I've let you down
Pretending to be someone else
I thought it was easy
Those smiles you see each day arent true
I can't carry on, it feels like i'm lying
I'm sorry but i'm back to who i used to be
Cold, Alone and silent
Hate it or love it, it's my choice.

Each time i dream, i end up crying
Trying to recall what took place.
Those old memories keep haunting me
However much i want to forget
Those flashbacks, those scenes
It keeps replaying
I feel scared, helpless and so alone
Fears, phobias .. they never go away
Maybe time will cure but mine will continue haunting
Until the end of time will i forget those traumas


Exams started~ blogging only on sundays i guess :O

you are you and him was him.
But you were the same as him
& I was the idiot who got stuck inbetween

I've given up on love
It never seems to last
However sweet it may be
It always end up bitterly
Don't say you love me
When you don't really mean it
Cause now i know
Its always lies behind it
once bitten twice shy
I'll stay away from love
It's making my heart shatter
I hope i'll never have to mend a broken heart again
Even after years the scar still remains
When i die, how many scars will there be?
-KICHI`ANNA-

i'm tired of love, tired of everything around me
When i take those pills will it end my suffering?

Not gonna blog for awhile~
Goodbye, Sayonara~
Hello Dead blog!

I'll most probably be rotting at home today :)
#1 - it looks like its going to rain
#2 - Yet to finish f&n
#3 - My tummy still hurts & i refuse to go for a scan!

Going out next sat instead!

If this was a dream, i'd never want to wake up

I HAVE A NEW CRAVING FOR KEROPPI, BADTZMARU&POCHOCCO!!!
THEIR SOOO CUTE!!!!
^v^

Can SOMEBODY go out study with me tmr :((((
GO NORTH SOUTH EAST WEST ALSO CAN :(((
I don't have the motivation to study when i'm alone or at homeeeee!!!
And i can't concentrate=((

Slept the entire afternoon :D <3

Was it all just my imagination?

Shirley deary is lovedd lovedd and ultraman-y loves!
:) Thank you darling, those words cheer-ed me up!

Schooled as per normal!
Lots of extra lessons for the upcoming days before exams!
1 fact about MrLim. We laugh at his jokes even if its not funny!
WuQi never come today so had relief(Selfstudy) !
The 3 dumb boys, Waikiat, Jason and Benedict never fail to make me laugh!
Super hilarious! Laughed until my stomach hurts!
Then Xueming go backdoor suddenly from behind " HIE"
I chuatio ><.. Jason flew out of his chair and shout "YOU ASSHOLE!"
everybody started laughing, facial expression was priceless!
I'm happy at where i'm seated<3

Rushed out after school cause daddy was waiting opposite school
Went to LP to buy chengteng and bro's lunch
Then they fetched me to tuition.
I messaged Edmund(BOIBOIx3) without even knowing!ROFLMAO!
Felt sleepy during the first hour..
After tuition, walked around, find busstop..
Stomach pain was killing me.. probably gastric again..
Every 5 min will start hurting.. Then bus got no seat so had to stand thoughout the 45 min which is only the busride.

I'm gonna sleep now~ Baibai<3

fuhhhh!
slept during Kala lesson.. she claimed i stare at myself in mirror for the whole 30 min=.=
so i got pissed and started screaming !
Thank you Jason for returning all our plates!
gosh i feel so evil.. last person to finish has to return plates=X
Hmmm. nothing interesting~

Rushed outta school and waited 30 min for bus ..
Reached TM at 3 + and met up with smelly pants lanlan kor, smelly pants dasao and edmund.
4pm show. Chatted with Bel while waiting<-- evil master number 1 !
First impression. they very scary =X
a $10 note kept flying right and left. =.=
Must threaten then stop de x.X
"accident" quite.... boring and bloody!
Aww the evil couple sooooo sweet ! but it doesnt change the fact they're EVIL!
They walked me to the traffic light and i took a bus home~

P.S. THANK YOU EDMUND SWEETIE FOR DROPPING POPCORNS ON ME!
BEL IS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY CUTE!
ALAN IS VERY VERY VERY VERY PANDA-ISH. WIN ME LER. <-- evil master number 2!

Bel & Alan is my master!
But admit it, i already more pro than both of you! =DDDDDDD

So here i am ~ trying to study but getting no motivation.
Guess i'll try to sleep early and study tomorrow.

Had dreams while sleeping in class.. odd ones actually >.>
& for some reason.. i felt scared.. like i'm scared of the past, my history..
Can't remember much though... is that good?

Study, ate, talk-ed, played, laughed, screamed, pissed, stress, headache!
Shirley dearest please cheerup :))

Here's SOME maple SS-es O.o........

babyATSUNA & `xia0behbeh

Cheese, he dresses very nicely :)

someone,me,and maguire di

Fallensoul, me, sia0ki4d3sin

My ex maple stead . super funneh ;D

iFort & xSTEFF nuer<3333

Anna & michelle <3333

And here's long overdue photos ~ <33

Me & melissa <3


Mel,Me,Sookwai

Me and syakirin during F&N =P (i'm good girl)

My absolute favourite, strawberry ice pop<33333333


OkOk... i know you all are gonna show this face soon..

Taddahhhhhh! [wen babe,fickle,me,boiboi]


STUDY / SLEEP period :)
Baibai <3

Annanananananananananana has nothing to dooooooooooooo!
Staying at ahma house in Yishun so no maple maple and internet very slow slow.

Went out with KikoTeng<3 yesterday,
met her on the train at tampines before heading down to simei
She pei-ed me send my phone for repair <333333 kisses<33333
Then train-ed down to Somerset.
Supposed to go see her rainbow bag but...
We couldn't find any bag there.. x.X
So in the end.. the trip was like.... Zzzz.. to put it short..
Me and KikoTeng train-ed from Simei to Somerset to buy Oreo donut !

Ahhhhh! I feel wierd without a phoneeeee =(
So difficult to contact anyone derhhs.

Chatted with Smelly Alan kor & his GirlF bel and Edmundmund yesterday
Kup-ed at 4+ -5
After mundmund kup horh..
I kena bully by the couple but mostly by smelly kor only x.X
Dammm evil can bully the lightbulb in conference!
Sighs.. dont want talk to that couple le la .. T.T

Ohoh, here's pictures of long long ago :)
nothing to do here so post lo!

{Me,Sandy,Jingyi,Valerie}

{Kheng Di}

My lollipop <3

{ShiHui}

That's about it :)

Didn't go to school today either.
Had fever and now flu..
Msging HJ ~ lololx! <-- aladdin ><
Work piling up again and again.. missing out on loads of info each time i'm absent =(
Maple-ed, AFK-ed, maths<3
My life is pretty dull=(

KABOOM!!

I feel like crap..
Wanna vomit but nothing comes out.
X.x... doctor says its probably food poisoning..
Gahhh! hope i'm better by tomorrow! =(

Thanks Kiko for carrying my bag
Thanks ppl who were worried x.X
=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(

The RedMoons' out tonight~
<3<3<3

Given up on rl love
Preventing hurts once again
Gonna be bob the builder and start building 4 walls
Love to the point you can feel your heart shatter
Don't wanna live through that anytime soon
<3<3<3

Aww the redmoon turned yellow
<3<3<3

Thanks yiting for walking with me circles after circles at fareast just to find a job with me<3
<3<3<3

Don't speak, your eye tells the truth
Don't say iloveyou on computers, it carries no meaning
Fantasy from fairytales nvr do come true
<3<3<3

I'll keep to my promise of no stead while studying
which means.. after o lvls
Unless its a guy who can make me trust 100%
but, i don't think anyone can actually
Close to impossible
<3<3<3


Relationship spoils friendships
Dont want to risk that again
<3<3<3

Fantasy is wayyy different from reality
<3<3<3

Blogging again.. I guess=O

-Love scars, jealousy kills, reality hurts-

To me, love is a word, without any meaning.
A word i can dump inside the toiletbowl and flush it down without hesitation
Dont say "iloveyou" when you don't mean it
It hurts after even though it doesn't show.

Boring as usual..
Cried and cried and cried..
Nothing much to talk about though..
Was dam pissed with MsWoon due to GB and jap class clash thingy.
She accused me of NOT attending GB, what i already know blah blah blah.
My father paid before telling me, so it's like i don't have a choice .
Or she wanna pay ? refund me then i go GB?
Not my fault i go she never go can?
I go she never mark attendance = i never go.
She is sooooo proooo lehs.
bullpoops. i was soo angry i didn't even bother to let her finish her sentence.
Just turned and walk away.
Punched the wall outside classroom afew times making my knuckles red>.>
FangTheng said i was a nutcase =O
Ate ice cream with FT while walking back homeeee
Saw Kheng di on the way toooo
Went hoome, planned on making cookies for tmr celebration BUT..
there ain't any butter .. so forget it=)

-Love scars, jealousy kills, reality hurts-
Forgot whats trusting & believing
Was i always this dumb to con
Each time you open your mouth
I can predict what you'll say
Those words were just figures of speech
Carrying no meaning at all
"iloveyou,bemine,forever,184,3344,1314,ireallyreallyloveyou,imissyou"
take them to the thrash, throw it to the dumpster
Never ever wanna trust those words again
(nth happened to me. i just feel emo this few days>.>)

SUNDAY



Majority of pics were hurried so turned out... fugly..

mapled and steff nuerh pei-ed me till 4..
Afk-ed and did homework and stuff.
Couldn't find anything to wear so i left the house at 5.15 when i'm supposed to BE at the busstop..
Bussed to Tampines.
Kinda regretted going cause all i didn't know de..
But, majority were friendly luh.. But i still feel outta place leh...
shuttle bus there, felt queasy halfway..
reached, camped outside...
Wait, wait, wait. dhen went in.
Sang,Jumped,Camwhored,Talk,NewFriends,Junior,Speech,Sang,Stand,Sit etc etc etc.
Ate, drink, Byes~
w/e, i lazy give precise details.
Might be going for this week service if i'm game for it.=D

Tuesday~

Told cher i sprain my hip. She say no mc still must run.
So i walk luh.. Dhen Mr chong say ok, continue.
I walk until her there she say
"First round and you're already walking, not putting in any effort"
I shoot her back then she ask me don't run already. Go report to MsLim take 5 stations=.=
Like yooo? I can't walk properly you want me jump?
Blahh.
Recess~ F&N<3333333333333 ~ boredom~
UNSW was... ... no calculator! F5!
I'm missing all those 10-13 absentees=(

super pissed off withthe nyaa rehersal thing..
pissed off even more in maple.
i spent my entire day pissed..
..

Enough of all the false lovings.
Lost enough tears
Felt enough pain
Seen you walk past
Now there's nothing again.
Don't talk about "love" when you don't even know me.
If you can't respect my decision, there'll only be unhappiness.
To hell with all the false "loves"
Its too good to be real
don't wanna go through the same experience again.

Shirley watching "tuts my barreh"

Her pedicure by me=)

Inperfect heart shape

Pictures will do the talking of what we did.
Soooo. ENJOY=DD


















Barkers with pebbles smelly feet=)

Currently mapling, slacking with steff nuerh<3
So byebye~

we were eating CREAM pie=.=

Yum?=X

Sya & me

MwackS!

Grace=X slpyhead

gudgerls of F&N

No comment.

=.=..

Anna(By atiqah) , Tuna ( by meeeee)

I'm lame=.-

Messy tables <3

Barkus=D *ball same size as his head!*
Shirley sexy leg!

TALLY!

Geek<3

Relief! Blur shadow = XUEMING!

Waikiat: -Hits Jason's shoulder-
Jason: AHHHHH, FK!
Waikiat: Ni hai hao mah?!! Ni hai hao mah?!?!
Everyone laughs-

TARDY PANTS

Kiko and Azlin~

Murderer~ =D Psst- The one on the right. SILENT KILLER!

<333


So, Thats all=.=
sry for the short captions~
Hohoho~

Knew it was too good to be true
I nearly trusted you
Finally cleared things up
Realised what an idiot i was
I told you my past
But you lead me on
Now i sank deeper
A deeper scar there is
But thank you
For clarifying things
My feeling for you
Was just increasing
Not at the peak
Forgetting should be easier
I hope.
Love is just a game
I'm the fool
Always being played